Today sort of sucked. After school I got hit with a rushing flow of depression. I could tell because when I have depression I just lie down and either look at the sky and think or cry. And I did the second, just lied on the grass and cried. Maybe it was because of stress, maybe the dementors are coming after me, I'm not sure.
After I was able to stand up, I dried my tears and walked over to some of my friends. I ended up lying down again for a minute or two, but with my face up to the sky, and then I got back up when I started feeling better. And after a while I was laughing with my friends and me and The Canadian ended up getting in a really weird grope battle, and I ended up sitting on top of her. The other people have left, and it's just me and her. So I bring up how I told her I liked her and she didn't do anything, and then it got silent.
Really silent.
So I got off of her and went inside, and while I was waiting for my ride home, she was waiting for hers. Awkward? Yes. I couldn't even look at her without thinking "GOD I'M SUCH AN IDIOT." And now I'm worried that tomorrow things will be even worse and also tomorrow is the first day of April which means:
1) Script Frenzy starts
2) April Fools day
3) I have a big test.
Wish me luck; I'll need it.
Thursday, 31 March 2011
Friday, 25 March 2011
Days off with nothing to do.
Yes, I'm staying home from school. Everyone around me yesterday when I was sneezing sniffling and falling asleep in class told me that I should stay home today, so I did.
Yesterday was amazing, by the way. Not only did I find out that I got into Rhinoceros as a part of the ensemble of rhinoceroses, but I also took a nap from 5:30PM till 8:30PM, watched American Idol, ate some cream of potato soup from the can (you know, the kind with the cubed potatoes that fall to the bottom) AND fell back asleep until 9:30AM when I woke up to my mom's easy-over-easy eggs, toast, and some OJ and watched a ton of Meekakitty videos on youtube and it got me thinking...
...Should I start a vlog?
Wow my sentences run on when I'm sick...
Yes, yes, I know. It's so mainstream and what not. But a lot of my friends vlog, and some musicians I know and love started off their lives from vlogging and that got them famous-ish-er then they were before. I know I'm only a freshman in high school, but I'm thinking the earlier I start the more time I have to get viewers? I don't know, I think I just want to do something exciting with my life. If you haven't noticed, I'm quite a dreamer.
I just felt like I needed to rant out to someone. Thanks for listening? (if you even did)
Bye~
Yesterday was amazing, by the way. Not only did I find out that I got into Rhinoceros as a part of the ensemble of rhinoceroses, but I also took a nap from 5:30PM till 8:30PM, watched American Idol, ate some cream of potato soup from the can (you know, the kind with the cubed potatoes that fall to the bottom) AND fell back asleep until 9:30AM when I woke up to my mom's easy-over-easy eggs, toast, and some OJ and watched a ton of Meekakitty videos on youtube and it got me thinking...
...Should I start a vlog?
Yes, yes, I know. It's so mainstream and what not. But a lot of my friends vlog, and some musicians I know and love started off their lives from vlogging and that got them famous-ish-er then they were before. I know I'm only a freshman in high school, but I'm thinking the earlier I start the more time I have to get viewers? I don't know, I think I just want to do something exciting with my life. If you haven't noticed, I'm quite a dreamer.
I just felt like I needed to rant out to someone. Thanks for listening? (if you even did)
Bye~
Wednesday, 23 March 2011
I hate the system
OF PUBLIC SCHOOL TRANSPORTATION.
This morning I had to wait about half an hour in the rain with a slight cold for a bus that didn't come for another ten minutes, and eventually had to get someone else to take me to school.
Why? Because the bus broke down.
How the crapadoodles can one bus breaking down make so many kids a half an hour late. And I know it's lack of funding, because we need more buses. Our school doesn't even get its own bus.
But that's my rant for today.
This morning I had to wait about half an hour in the rain with a slight cold for a bus that didn't come for another ten minutes, and eventually had to get someone else to take me to school.
Why? Because the bus broke down.
How the crapadoodles can one bus breaking down make so many kids a half an hour late. And I know it's lack of funding, because we need more buses. Our school doesn't even get its own bus.
But that's my rant for today.
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