Today sort of sucked. After school I got hit with a rushing flow of depression. I could tell because when I have depression I just lie down and either look at the sky and think or cry. And I did the second, just lied on the grass and cried. Maybe it was because of stress, maybe the dementors are coming after me, I'm not sure.
After I was able to stand up, I dried my tears and walked over to some of my friends. I ended up lying down again for a minute or two, but with my face up to the sky, and then I got back up when I started feeling better. And after a while I was laughing with my friends and me and The Canadian ended up getting in a really weird grope battle, and I ended up sitting on top of her. The other people have left, and it's just me and her. So I bring up how I told her I liked her and she didn't do anything, and then it got silent.
Really silent.
So I got off of her and went inside, and while I was waiting for my ride home, she was waiting for hers. Awkward? Yes. I couldn't even look at her without thinking "GOD I'M SUCH AN IDIOT." And now I'm worried that tomorrow things will be even worse and also tomorrow is the first day of April which means:
1) Script Frenzy starts
2) April Fools day
3) I have a big test.
Wish me luck; I'll need it.
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