Tuesday, 5 July 2011

Geez, guys. You almost let me forget you.

I haven't been on blogger in a long, long time. I want to start blogging again, but I've kinda been cheating on you with livejournal and I don't know which one I like better! Seeing how I already have some followers on this one though, I think I'm going to delete my livejournal. Argh. There are so many websites nowadays. I currently have accounts on facebook, twitter, livejournal, tumblr, deviantart, Gaia, TinierMe, and for a second I was thinking about getting an account on wordpress. I guess I'm just spreading myself a little too thin.

So I'm going to focus on youtube, blogger, deviantart, and facebook right now. Hopefully I'll make you guys some friends (as in, get more followers). Also, I'm writing a song! Yaaay. Now if only I could play an instrument.

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

Realization

Over the past few days, I've come to terms with some things.

1) I'm really gay.

Well, I kind of already knew that. But over this break in school the sun hasn't come out once, so I've been stuck inside. And when I am stuck inside, I read every post on Everyone Is Gay, as well as a bunch of gay news articles and look at pictures on Lesbians Who Look Like Justin Beiber.

2) I'm very weak.

When I'm not looking up gay stuff on the computer, I'm staring at my flub. Recently I have decided to get rid of that flub by doing 15 minutes on the treadmill every day. Now you might be thinking that 15 minutes isn't very hard, and it isn't for most people. But for me, I have to take 3-4 breaks of 2 minutes each during that time period. And when I'm done, I feel like I'm about to pass out.

3) I'm most likely going to fail Script Frenzy.

I mean, sure, I was pretty rockin on the first two days, and I was ahead quite a bit. But now my storyline is going too fast and I can't space it out to 100 pages. So I think I am going to, yes, give up. Script writing is definitely not my thing.

Thursday, 31 March 2011

Interesting day?

Today sort of sucked. After school I got hit with a rushing flow of depression. I could tell because when I have depression I just lie down and either look at the sky and think or cry. And I did the second, just lied on the grass and cried. Maybe it was because of stress, maybe the dementors are coming after me, I'm not sure.

After I was able to stand up, I dried my tears and walked over to some of my friends. I ended up lying down again for a minute or two, but with my face up to the sky, and then I got back up when I started feeling better. And after a while I was laughing with my friends and me and The Canadian ended up getting in a really weird grope battle, and I ended up sitting on top of her. The other people have left, and it's just me and her. So I bring up how I told her I liked her and she didn't do anything, and then it got silent.

Really silent.

So I got off of her and went inside, and while I was waiting for my ride home, she was waiting for hers. Awkward? Yes. I couldn't even look at her without thinking "GOD I'M SUCH AN IDIOT." And now I'm worried that tomorrow things will be even worse and also tomorrow is the first day of April which means:

1) Script Frenzy starts
2) April Fools day
3) I have a big test.

Wish me luck; I'll need it.