Worried About College

Even though I'm only a sophomore, I think worry a lot about college. It's a bit unhealthy. But I've got so much to consider: whether it's trans-friendly, what the people are like, how much the tuition is, how far away it is, how flexible they are, whether or not I want to go to a community college and transfer my credits to a better school...

But of course, the big question is what I want to major in. For quite a while now, I've considered majoring in Philosophy. I like to ask the big question about the world, and could totally write a book about whether or not this world actually exists. But how would I make a career with that?

I could always double major in Philosophy and something else, like writing, music, sociology... But that still leaves me in a rut. What exactly would that other major be?

I know that it's possible to change your major when you get to college. But I don't want to keep changing my major every five days. Maybe I'll just take a gap year to figure everything out.

So stuff happened (warning this post is random)

So this school year has started off well. People are calling me by my correct pronouns (ze, hir, hirs), I got teachers to use my preferred name (Adrian), and the gender-neutral bathroom has been installed (though it's still locked for some reason). My classes are fun, the freshmen are adorable, and I just feel so relaxed.

My friends and I are kind of like the four musketeers. So when pottermore came a long, we started thinking about what houses we would end up in. I ended up in Ravenclaw, my friend Halea ended up in Gryffindor, Alli added a Slytherin to our quartet, and we were all relying on Kelsey (the one that actually goes to school with me) to get into Hufflepuff. And she did. Now I'm just wondering what ninja turtle is the favourite of everyone...

On the topic of clubs, this year I'm mainly focusing on two:
QSA has been amazing. Not as many new people as last year, but there are still a good enough amount to even out the hole the seniors of last year made, and more.
NaNoWriMo club is starting next Wednesday, and I am PUMPED. I've started thinking about what I want my story to be about, and I'm probably even going to make an outline! Ahaha, I am so bad at those. I'm hoping actually joining that club will make me keep writing, because I remember last year I ended up quitting. But this year I'm not giving up!

 On top of the clubs and homework, I have theater. Currently we're doing As You Like It, and I am a soldier for Duchess Fredrica (not enough guys in theater) and Alli is a subject of Duchess Senior. Kelsey is co-head of costumes, and since I'm friends with the other co-head, I'm one of the first of the cast to hear about costumes. Pretty exciting. So there's an update to my life. I guess I should do homework now. And expect me to update this more frequently maybe?